Previously i write my thought under the title “Expired Date”.
So here my part 2. Time keep ticking, still my thought of dying still there. I wanted to die. I’m so happy at the moment. Nothing make me feel bad. Soon i will finish my diploma year. And i will continue with degree. In 2 years i will commit suicide. I don’t know where or what time but i know the date, 18/11/2020. Why the date? I don’t know. When i think about the date i just feel happy. So happy that i keep counting days. Maybe at the time, I already achieve everything or maybe it the end of my life.