I think I am turning into a monster.
I can no longer relate myself with other human being.
I am turning into a monster.
I am no longer able to be normal.
I hate myself.
I hate the me who is weak.
I fight but I lost again.
I thought I can be human again.
But, maybe, I was never a human.
I was a monster.
And now I am showing my true self.
I am a monster.