Someone told me that my name was mentioned during a meeting. My mind started to be in a mess again. It makes me uneasy. What are the things they are talking about me? Surely they gossiping again. I hate it to be known, can’t I just do my work in silent. My hatred towards people strikes again. Cold sweat, stomach ache, irregular breathing, my head just want to blow. I don’t know how long I can survive in this world. Potraying a fake smile and act as if I’m normal. Myself turn out to be aggresive. I keep on losing control over my anger. When I realise I can no longer be myself, I can only cry in silent.