I think I’m always stuck between feeling very confident in myself, strutting my stuff, walking into a room and feeling proud vs. internally beating myself up for not being good enough, feeling useless.
idk which I am anymore. I don’t understand what’s wrong with me. I have all these highs and lows pretty randomly and I wish I could feel confident all the time, but unfortunately I can’t do that and it stresses me out. And sometimes when I need to feel confident, when the situation requires me too, I JUST CANT!
I wish someone could just give me the confidence I needed all the time.